First of all, do I just not respond well to anesthesia? When I had the pain pump attached, I thought I was going to die from body aches + nausea, and after taking out the pain pump the dizziness got a bit better, but the cold/body-ache feeling got insanely stronger. Honestly, at first I was so happy because I went from having no breasts to having them, but maybe because I had no upper breast fullness? Right now they look too much like rice bowls, so when I take off the upper band and look, there are these rice bowls just sitting there and I’m really flustered. Even though I went with a size lower than what I first said when I asked for a C cup.. I thought the director being chic (calling it chic is putting it nicely; it felt like I was the one getting paid to have surgery) was just because his skills were so good, but, hmm.. There are so many reviews saying it doesn’t hurt, but thin people ㅋㅋ it hurts a lot. Maybe because of anesthesia side effects, on the first day it feels like someone is heavily beating me with a brick. Like having a heavy stone attached + feeling body aches.. Still, since it’s an inframammary incision, it’s easy to raise my arms. On day 3, if I gently raise my arms, they go up as far as my head.
The problem is.. one specific area of one breast hurts when pressed and also feels hot, so I urgently went to see the director this morning. He said that if it were filled with blood, I’d be in so much pain when pressed that I’d feel like dying, and after looking at it, he said that if it doesn’t hurt that much then it’s okay, and told me to keep taking the antibiotics I was already taking. But it hurts every time I press that specific area, you know? Even if it’s not capsular contracture yet, I’m so scared because it’s an inflammatory reaction and could lead to capsular contracture, so I’m planning to ask one more time tomorrow;; Seriously.. this is giving me a headache.. Has anyone had this kind of inflammatory reaction? ㅜㅜ One area of my left breast suddenly hurts repeatedly like it’s tearing (about two or three times an hour), and it stings when I press it.
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