Lip twisting and cheek hollowing after 3-part facial contouring and Accu

<Today’s front view / red circles are cheek hollowing / dull under-eyes><Crooked lips TT><Cheek hollowing><Dull under-eyes><Cheek hollowing><Crooked lips><Cheek hollowing What do I do, seriously>It’s day 34 after surgery.. I’m trying to stay calm and tell myself it’s nothing, trusting the director and recovering, but honestly it’s so hard TT It feels like I’m the only one whose swelling isn’t going down, and my under-eyes have become dark and dull. Even though I wash up and diligently use bruise ointment and eye cream, the yellow bruising is still faintly there, and my dark circles are terrible... My face has become so swollen and taut that my eyes look buried too, and I feel like I’ve become so ugly, like a pig. Ha.. What worries me most for now is the twisting of my lips, the lumpiness in my lower gums, and the electric-shock-like stimulation in my anterior chin. It’s really hard. The cheek hollowing is severe too. The hospital says it’s because of the lumpiness and that if I wait, everything will improve and get better.. Is this normally like this? I feel like I’m the only one like this. I’m stressed because I don’t know if these are symptoms that will all get better if I wait, and I feel like I’ve become so ugly. My head is dizzy too, and often my whole mouth/jaw area feels strained somehow.. My whole face feels heavy, like after eating a ton of tough gopchang and makchang, and my head aches with throbbing pain too. Could this be a side effect? I do have a hospital visit on the 29th of this month, a little after the one-month mark from surgery, but if I had known I would lose this much, I wouldn’t have had the surgery. I feel like my contouring failed, so it’s hard. I think facial contouring is really a surgery that needs to be decided on very carefully.