My first rhinoplasty went badly this time, so I’m thinking about saving up money and getting a revision in 6 months to a year, but honestly the money feels so, so, so wasted, and when I think about doing it again, everything feels hopeless...
Part of me really doesn’t want to do it and thinks maybe I should just live like this, but every time I look in the mirror I get depressed, I just cry, and thinking about my face all day feels like it’s ruining my mental health... I really hate seeing myself glued to my phone every hour, photoshopping my nose
It’s not like I was hoping for a pretty nose like a celebrity’s. I just wanted the hump to be reduced a bit so that the nose I’d been teased about since long ago and felt insecure about would stand out less, but instead my face has become one where only my nose stands out, so my self-esteem keeps dropping... I’ve always had a positive personality, but this is so hard
As time passes, these feelings will ease a bit too, right