10 years later... thinking about silicone removal, want to know what removing 4 mm feels like

Ten years ago I went in for a consultation for double eyelid surgery, but at my mom’s suggestion I ended up getting my nose done too. The first surgery did not go well, so one year later I had revision surgery at the same hospital and lived without side effects for about nine years. But last year, after I hit my nose in an accident, the tip collapsed, so I urgently had another revision at the same hospital.. It has been over half a year, but I still keep feeling foreign-body discomfort and a strange pulling sensation, and the bridge turns red on and off, so I’m thinking about just taking it all out... The silicone is 4 mm at the glabella area, and after this revision I was told the bridge part is about 1 mm to match the tip. The tip was tightened with cartilage, so if only the silicone is removed, will the glabella area become stretched or look very different??? I had a hump nose, so I think they shaved the bridge a little... If possible I want to solve this at the original hospital, but would it be better to consult a hospital that specializes in removal?? I’ve just been under constant stress, so I decided to write this... These days I hear many hospitals do CT scans during consultations, but I’ve never had one before... I did live well for all that time, but because of one small mistake I’ve been worrying about my nose problem for over half a year, and it’s so stressful.... Nose surgery is something you really have to be careful about unless you plan to live quietly, because you never know when a problem will happen. Lately I keep looking at old photos and regretting it, and I feel like I’m going crazy If I open my nose again this time, it will be the fourth time, so why did this happen