I think I need a 4th revision removal surgery, and I am honestly so angry

First removal - remove the silicone and fill the step-off with ear cartilage However, later the cartilage became too visible and the nose turned pointy, so we planned to have surgery again 5 months later Second removal - the visible cartilage needs to be reinforced with dermis after removing one or two layers of the stacked ear cartilage - about 15% of the dermis is usually absorbed - if you remove only one layer of ear cartilage without dermis, it will just become visible again anyway - a closed approach is not precise, so I do not recommend it; it has to be open - if the surgery is done as above, only the tip shape will become slightly rounder, and the rest will not change much I have had my nose opened a total of 3 times (all three at the same hospital; seriously do not go there, the coordinators have no common sense either) I am posting because after the second removal, the tip of my nose gradually became more pointy and the cartilage seems visible At first I asked them to just remove all the ear cartilage, but they said I would be dissatisfied with the shape again anyway, then removed only one thin layer of ear cartilage and filled it with dermis It has been a month, and this is what happened Honestly, this is interfering with my life so much, and they insist on open surgery only, so I am really angry If anyone knows a hospital that can quickly remove the nasal tip with a closed approach, please recommend one... It is annoying enough that I have to open my nose twice in one year, and now it looks like I will have to lie on an operating table for a third time People keep staring only at my nose, and my whole face looks bland except for the nose, so I feel like they could even peel an apple with my nose, seriously lol Everyone who sees me asks if I had nose surgery I am paying for the surgery myself, so why are they doing it according to their own aesthetic sense? The doctor is..