Comfort Found After Removal

I had revision surgery at a truly awful hospital, and the moment I removed the tape after my nose surgery, the cartilage at the tip was completely visible, my nose was tightly pinched, and the tip was always red like a drunkard's nose. For two months after surgery, I was really mentally miserable and kept worrying that maybe I would never be able to go back to my old nose or that my skin would get damaged. Then inflammation developed around the silicone too, so just two months after my last surgery I had a complete removal. Since mine was an inflamed nose, I was exceptionally able to have it removed early. They put in Megaderm and finished up. It has not been long since the surgery, but my mind feels so, so, so, so, so much lighter, and my nose is so cute T_T Someone might call it an ugly nose, but right now even my puffy little nose feels precious. The side view has barely changed because Megaderm was inserted, and from the front the tight pinching has fully relaxed and it looks a bit broader and rounder! But the director said that if I did not remove it now, it would have kept getting more and more pinched. T_T It really cost a lot of money, but I do not regret a single bit of it. If I see anyone about to get nose surgery now, I honestly want to beg them not to do it. *I had mine done at the place people worry about because there are no photo reviews here! Do not worry at all, I strongly recommend it!! The director is amazing! Feels like a dad T_T