My nose looks so weird overall ㅜㅠㅠ Please help ㅜㅜㅜ

When I look from the side, I wish the nasal tip would stop dropping, but from the front my nostrils show like crazy.. Why is this happening ㅜㅜ I asked them to raise the tip just a tiny bit using my septal cartilage and ear cartilage. And because I emphasized “natural” at the clinic too, they said they raised it very slightly and naturally, but my nostrils show way too much.. The side view is okay, but the front view is weird.. How should I put it, from the front the nasal tip is high, but it feels like the columella is connected to that high tip while protruding out.. I seriously feel like I’m going to lose my mind, so I keep posting here ㅠㅠ People say that if the nasal tip drops, the nostrils showing too much will look less noticeable, but when I look from the side, I feel like if the tip drops any more it’ll look droopy. I’m at two months, so there is still a bit of residual swelling, but if the swelling around the alar area goes down, will my nostrils show a little less? The clinic says once all the swelling goes down, the nostrils will show less too, but I can’t trust what the clinic says anymore. I feel like they’re just avoiding it and saying things to reassure me. If everyone says my pre-op nose was more attractive and prettier, then that means the surgery didn’t turn out well ㅠㅠㅠㅠ If I wait until 6 months and my nostrils still keep showing, I’m planning to remove the nasal tip graft ㅜㅜ Please recommend the cost or clinics ㅜㅜ