As you’ll know if you’ve seen my previous posts.. my nose surgery went badly, and I even went to a bridge over the Han River.. I held it in and lived for over 3 years without looking in the mirror, and because one nostril has been pulled upward, I’m having revision surgery tomorrow.. Is this my fourth or fifth revision surgery.. I went to consultations at over 20 places, and about 1/3 refused to operate. My nose is in such a difficult condition that most places asked for a very high surgical fee.. I had it removed, so I really don’t understand why it ended up like this...
Anyway, because of my work/social life, I can’t delay surgery any longer, so I scheduled it for tomorrow.. I’m still not sure, and I’m so worried.. Even today, all I can think is, should I cancel, should I just live like this, what if it fails again, do I have to die Because of the trauma from before, I’m so scared and worried
I hope everyone here who is going through a hard time because of a wrong choice gets better and becomes happy