Only cheekbone reduction and jaw revision surgery, 3 times

In early 2016, I had surgery at a hospital near Sinsa Station. All at once, double-eyelid surgery, lower blepharoplasty, chin augmentation for a retruded chin, square jaw surgery, cheekbone reduction... On the first day after surgery, the doctor came and said the surgery went well. I was not fully awake from anesthesia, so I just nodded. When I came to a little, I looked in the mirror. But there were scars on my upper and lower lips. I thought they would get better and just slept again. The next day, I went home with my face extremely swollen. After 1 week, 2 weeks, I went to have the stitches removed. Of course, the wound on my lip had not healed. As the swelling gradually went down and my face started to show, about 2 months had passed. After the first surgery, the double-eyelid surgery was not much different from before. For the lower blepharoplasty, I only got a wound under my eye, and the lower eyelid turned outward so wind got in. Full-face liposuction and fat grafting seemed like they only put fat in the forehead.... The jawline was bumpy in profile, and I had no sensation in the front chin. The cheekbones were different on both sides, and the wound on my lip did not heal. After 4 months, I went back to the hospital. I saw the doctor. He was shocked too when he saw my face. I confronted him. I asked why my lip ended up like this, and he said he was sorry ㅡㅡ I asked whether he really did fat grafting on the whole face, whether he didn’t only put it in the forehead...... He couldn’t say anything ㅡㅡ I asked why the cheekbones turned out like this, and he talked about revision surgery When I said both sides of the jaw were also bumpy, he said it would be okay with time. Fine, I said let’s see 6 months after surgery. After 6 months, it was the same.... I met the managing director. They said they would do revision surgery, but I couldn’t trust the doctor who had done the surgery. They mentioned another doctor. It was changed to a doctor who had appeared on Let Me In. I had my jaw and cheekbones done again. Six months after the first surgery..... A very, very slight difference I was sad. Again, 1 year passed after the first surgery. The area under the eye where I had lower blepharoplasty got better from being turned outward, but the wrinkles stayed the same.... I had the cheekbones, jaw, fat grafting, lower blepharoplasty, and double-eyelid surgery by incision done again. The result: I was half satisfied with the double-eyelid surgery, the lower blepharoplasty was different on both sides, the fat grafting is gone now, and the cheekbone on one side had its 3rd surgery, but on the cheekbone side that had 3 surgeries, I still can’t open my mouth all the way The cut area of the 45-degree cheekbone is deeply sunken, the cheekbone near the ear protrudes, and the cheek is hollow. The jaw only left scars and there is no difference. Another year passed. It’s awful, right? There are probably people who think I’m crazy. I went to that hospital again. They made a reservation with another doctor. It was the Let Me In doctor. During the consultation, I was so irritated I almost cursed. When I said the cheekbone area hurt, he said it was okay. But I’m not okay. I showed him my jaw. I scheduled revision surgery. I only had jaw surgery. On both sides. But there are incisions in the front area too. I didn’t do the cheekbones, so they still hurt. After surgery, that doctor never once showed his face, and I was discharged the next day. Only disinfection and stitch removal remained. But I don’t like one side of my cheekbone, and it hurts. And my lips remain scarred. All I had was two scar injections. I’m going to have all my surgeries done at this hospital until the end. I have no money now. After surgery I couldn’t work, and I can’t even bring myself to pay more at another hospital for revision surgery. I know I was too greedy from the beginning. So since I’ve been living painfully for 3 years, please don’t curse at me in writing, those of you reading this. To those whose plastic surgery failed, stay strong. Tonight is getting late again.