I had it done today.. hehe.....

I'm seriously a huge crybaby,, a total scaredy-cat ^-^;; lol Even until this morning, I was wondering whether I should go or not... whether it was really a place I could trust.... My head was so complicated... I kept thinking, I hope it goes well... But once I arrived at the clinic, I forgot everything I wanted to say to the director, and I was just a random girl hoping it wouldn't hurt at all!! In my case, with firm determination, I picked just one clinic, had a consultation, and booked right away.. I even paid the deposit and called right away without knowing much..;; The very next day....................................surgery. At first, I went in and took pre-op photos, (my bare face was truly embarrassing) then went in to have my nose hairs trimmed.. At that place, I suddenly thought they were starting surgery and yelled out. How ridiculous I was in front of the small scissors for trimming nose hair.... haha (I had my eyes closed, so I thought it was a knife~) After removing the nose hairs like that (embarrassing;;), they disinfected, drew the shape with a pen... (my face was like a scribble pad lol) then straight to the operating room, Go, I lay down and got an IV put in... The nurses were really so~~~ kind that I wasn't scared at all. Even though I'm really, really scared of things.. The IV only stung sli~ghtly, and they said nothing would hurt from then on, so I felt a bit relieved. Then, for some reason, I thought about the fear I had read about so many times in reviews, of waking up at some point during sedation and experiencing things... I tried hard to forget it. I hoped I would stay asleep for a long time... lol (random;;) I didn't know when I fell asleep, but at some point I felt like I had drifted into a strange world.. I really don't even remember when I fell asleep. Suddenly a peaceful feeling came over me, and it felt like the bed was moving and flying through the sky.. It was like riding a ride at an amusement park that was safe but thrilling.. Anyway, it felt really nice lol But at some point, I thought, "I'm under anesthesia now." As soon as I had that thought, it suddenly felt like the bed changed back into the operating table in the real operating room... I tried with all my might to imagine that wonderful amusement park again.. lol Even in the real world, it wasn't really painful or shocking.. (maybe thanks to the calm ballad music) Just... a somewhat realistic.. feeling?? It didn't hurt.. "Hmm.. they're shaving now, cutting now, putting something in now..." About that much.. It wasn't as chilling as I expected.. lol After everything was finished,, I tried to catch a taxi to go home, but one man refused to take me~!! Wow.. I felt really offended... Maybe because I had bandages on and was wearing a hat.. Anyway.. I went in another car... Um.. I'll leave my first review at this. ^-^* If there's any new news or story, I'll come back then~!!♡