Day 2 after surgery^^ jaw (inside the mouth), cheekbones (scalp incision)...

I'm posting a review with a very swollen, puffed-up face^^ The only thing comforting me most right now is that, while reading lots of reviews, I haven't seen anyone say their face went 'bang' and burst^^;;; I had surgery on Saturday at 9:30 and was discharged around 5. After waking from anesthesia, it was really hard trying to cough out that harsh gas... The nurse's forced march also played a part... Why was walking 20 laps around that small operating room so hard... I did look into a lot of things before surgery... but since all that information gets compressed into before-and-after photos, I guess I thought that if I just had the money and the will, it would happen without any effort... Or maybe it just didn't feel real to me?? Of course, this isn't my first surgery... (I have a very cute nose^^;;;) But this was truly incomparable... Yesterday and today my friend kept saying, 'Surely you can't swell any more than this?' but... it really keeps swelling endlessly... Right now I'm writing two or three lines, then doing an ice pack, then writing another two or three lines and icing again... That's what I'm doing^^;;; The cheekbones were done through a scalp incision, and the jaw was done through the inside of the mouth... Even though my face was swollen after waking from anesthesia, I could see the cheekbones had gone right in, so I'm expecting the effect to be quite significant... When I read everyone's reviews, people just say it's a battle with swelling, or that they look like Anpanman... But I'm seriously frantic, afraid my face might burst. Whew~~ Except for sleeping, I'm putting all my effort into ice packs... Oh right~~ When I was still not fully awake from anesthesia and had bandages wrapped around my face, I looked in the mirror and disliked myself... as if I had become some kind of shallow person... I felt ashamed... wondering what on earth I had done... thinking I was really harsh on myself... Now I've gathered my thoughts a bit... and I'm trying hard to rationalize it... This is something I thought about for a really long time, and if I hadn't done it... I might have spent my whole life behind bangs... becoming someone with an odd personality who couldn't meet anyone with my hair up... And I'm pushing forward with the point that what really matters is that it wasn't forced by anyone, but was my own will and choice...^^ I made the appointment on Friday evening and had surgery on Saturday morning, so I think that's why I'm even more out of it^^ lol I was like that when I had my nose surgery too.... No, back then it was even more of a spectacle... I went in that morning and, appointment or not, insisted they had to operate right then... I threw a fit... So now I have a very cute nose.... I really think cosmetic surgery is about self-satisfaction~~ When I go to plastic surgery clinics, they recommend nose surgery so much... lol But I'm very satisfied with my nose.... On the other hand, this surgery was based on subjective opinions in many ways...^^;; Anyway, if surgery lets you love yourself more, I recommend it^^ I'm busy writing and icing at the same time^^ I'll upload photos once the swelling goes down a bit...^^ Everyone, become even prettier^^