Day 5^^

I understand now what people mean when they say every day is different^^ I feel like I can finally live a little now... but the swelling still isn’t going down... And on top of everything, my period started too... Should I just give up on the swelling now... I’m eating pretty well now... though I still can’t chew hard like before... I can’t open my mouth as much as I want either... but there’s no major problem... Right now I took a relaxed shower and I’m ignoring the compression band and not wearing it... I feel alive^^ I’ll dry my hair and put it back on^^ I tried to brush my teeth even a little.... But my lips are so thickly swollen that it was just... impossible.... I couldn’t even get toothpaste on... just carefully brushed my upper teeth... sob sob... I feel like I’m going crazy because it feels so dirty... After taking off the compression band, it’s fascinating... Maybe because of the fat grafted into my cheeks and temples, my cheekbones don’t look protruded at all... I would’ve regretted it if I had shaved them... haha But the effect on my lower jaw is still... not at all... if anything, it looks even longer... I guess I’ll know after waiting a bit more... If only this tremendous swelling goes away, I think I’ll be able to breathe a little easier... Sensation has returned all the way to my lower canines too... My lips still haven’t, but somehow it feels much more comfortable... My chin still feels like someone else’s chin... Writing reviews at least makes me feel like time is passing faster^^ As expected, being together with everyone gives me the most strength^^ Everyone in recovery... stay strong and become prettier^^ Everyone still preparing, don’t do it impulsively because of your mood; be careful.. look into it enough, and don’t rush^^