I had surgery today at 11:30,, buried suture, epicanthoplasty

I had been thinking about it for about 2 years... and finally got it done today. Everyone at home was in favor of it, but I kept thinking, what if my impression changes afterward.. or what if I look even stranger? Thinking like that, 2 years passed~~ I decided yesterday and contacted them right away, and since I had already had a consultation, they booked me for today right away ~~~ When I first lay down on the operating table.. I wasn't that nervous.. but after sedation anesthesia, at the moment I suddenly woke up, I felt like something was tearing my flesh. They had given me local anesthesia, and they clearly said it wouldn't hurt, but it hurt so much. I'm originally the type who tolerates pain well, but it really, really hurt.. I wanted to endure it, but as it got more and more painful.. with throbbing and stinging, it was so agonizing. Maybe I had thought of the surgery too easily.. During the surgery, I even thought I could never do this a second time~~ The distance between my eyes is 3.4 mm.. and because my face is narrow, I really had no intention of getting epicanthoplasty, but the director said that because of my Mongolian folds, my eyes looked too closed off.. When I looked closely, it really was like that. Still, I had never once thought about epicanthoplasty.. My right eye is a little bigger... and even after surgery, the right side is still a bit bigger. .. I guess this can't be helped. Today I wore sunglasses, went to the department store, and walked around everywhere.. It kind of looks like my eyes are too close together.. and then again maybe not~~ I'm a bit depressed right now, but somehow the stuffy feeling has been relieved^^ Let's all become prettier~~^^