Posting photos on a sleepless summer night.. then took them down^^;

Already, the few people in this community who have exchanged private messages with me probably roughly know, but I had surgery in early April. For the cheekbones, they only made the incision and closed it, so I’m scheduled for revision surgery. For the square jaw, there’s asymmetry (the right side was shaved more), and even though the nerve line is high, they only cut off the mandibular angle under the ear.. At the time, I decided to have revision surgery on both the cheekbones and square jaw at the same time.. Since the cheekbone surgery basically wasn’t done, of course that’s a revision, but for the square jaw I decided to wait and see.. After waiting, the frontal effect isn’t hugely satisfying. (Since I didn’t have cheekbone surgery, does it actually make the square jaw look slimmer??) As you can see, from the side profile, the angular part of the square jaw is completely gone.. but you can see the protrusion of the cheekbone area under the eyes, right? (This was before removing makeup, so please take the blush into account..) The second photo above is from around June 15.. (About two months after surgery) Makeup removed, no blush at all.. The cheekbones are protruding, and the square jaw looks surprisingly slim.. (Is the square jaw recessed.. or is it because the cheekbones protrude..) The two photos below are the most recent photos.. (I took them with makeup on.. blush.) I did have surgery, but because the result wasn’t satisfying, I still wear my hair down and have no choice but to use blush. After summer passes, I’m planning to have cheekbone revision surgery, or else.. maybe I should just free myself from all these cosmetic surgery worries altogether. I keep going back and forth about whether to just quit revision surgery and everything.. Please keep in mind that these are photos, and I’ll wait for everyone’s evaluations..^^;