Revision cheekbone surgery...

I've finally decided to have another revision surgery,, it's tomorrow,,,, If you look up my ID, you'll know how many times this has been now I first had cheekbone surgery last February, then had the right side fixed 6 months later, and now they say they'll fix both the right and left sides again and take back out the cheekbone that had previously been pushed in,, Actually, I was going to go to a hospital that uses a scalp incision instead of doing it again with an intraoral incision at that hospital, but this hospital told me to trust them and do it one more time, and said they're confident, so thinking of it as the last time, I'm getting on the operating table again tomorrow,, As you know, even people who got good results from cheekbone surgery say it's a surgery they couldn't do twice, so how do you think it feels for someone like me, who didn't even get results and has only suffered for a year from side effects (diagonal lines, cheek sagging, and depression),,,, The money is one thing, but the mental stress, and not being able to work properly, are really so upsetting,,, If by any chance it goes wrong this time, this hospital has agreed to fully compensate me for the cost of having it done at another scalp-incision hospital,ㅡ More than that, I'm hoping this surgery will be the last one,,, This mental stress is really no joke,,, Just thinking about being swollen again even shows up in my dreams,,,, If you're not under a serious amount of stress about your face shape, I really want to tell you not to get surgery,, I miss my face before surgery so much,,, Please pray that tomorrow's surgery goes well,,, I'll post my progress again,,,,