My 4th revision rhinoplasty -_- This satisfying feeling is like North and South Korea…

I had nose surgery today and came back. As I had posted in the rhinoplasty consultation section too.. I’ve had my nose done 4 times. Honestly, almost every day I was depressed, to the point I felt like I was going mentally ill, and I lost my confidence as a woman. The reason was that even though I knew what was wrong with my nose, I’m not a doctor, so I didn’t know exactly what materials are used these days in which situations, or the precise knowledge. So I went around seeing hospital doctors in person, and as a result, although everyone explained diligently, there wasn’t a reasonable explanation that really reached the ears of someone like me who had failed several times. (I believe those who have suffered mentally will understand my situation...) The nasal tip was about to pierce through the tip, the implant was moving, my nose was constantly running, I had pain, and all sorts of things,,, starting with people asking where I got my nose surgery done... I believe this will have been my last surgery... I had the surgery today. I do trust this hospital more than any other. I grilled them and asked every little thing, so even though he is a doctor, he must have been annoyed, but he understood that I was struggling and answered everything one by one, and it comforted me a lot psychologically too. Since mine was not a first surgery but a revision surgery, even though there are so many skilled doctors these days and cosmetic surgery techniques are improving day by day, in my case, I ended up deciding after only looking for places known for doing revision surgeries well, which are less common than first surgeries. Right now I’m very satisfied. I don’t even swell, and it just looks like tape was put on my original face... People say the bridge height is sharp and high, and that it looks like my own nose, so I’m very satisfied. When I think of the sadness and depression I went through, I had even become pessimistic, thinking I would never be able to have a normal nose, but now I truly feel like a person again. Once the tape is removed, I’ll upload the before and after photos right away..