I only lurked, but now I'm writing a surgery review^^

Hello... I joined a long time ago.... To be honest, I hesitated a lot.. At that time, there was a certain incident that caused a change in my state of mind, and I had the urge to change myself through surgery, even that very day... But as a few months passed ..... that thought went away, work got busy... and I started thinking, I'll just live as I am. Then this time, my father had back surgery in early January... It was something that had hurt him for a long time, and he had endured the pain with exercise and medication, but in the end he had surgery, and now his progress is very good. I felt it..... In the end, to solve a problem, it's better to have surgery than to live while just enduring it... I told my parents. My father, whom I thought would be unexpectedly stubborn, seemed to know well that the importance of appearance in social life can't be ignored, so he readily gave permission, and my mother hesitated a little but easily allowed it. And on the 27th, I went to a plastic surgery clinic run by someone my mother knows from church, and had eye fat removal + inner double eyelid surgery. When I got on the operating table... wow.... I was so nervous (after the surgery ended, my pants were completely wet -..-;;;) Anyway, I thought they would draw lines on my eyes and just cut along the lines, but I also felt like they were lifting the inside of my eyelids, and like something was going into my eyes... When removing the fat, maybe they burned it with a laser, because there was a smell of burning flesh...... sigh -..-;;;;; It really didn't hurt throughout the surgery, but it was distressing... Maybe because the doctor was paying a lot of attention to me, or because my case was originally not good, it took a little over 1 hour... gasp..... gasp... I lay down in the recovery room for a bit, and when I was leaving, there was a mirror next to me... I didn't have the courage to look.... but I looked once.... and seeing my face in such a mess that I thought there was no other monster, I briefly regretted having the surgery... But now it has gotten much better... The shape is set enough that I can predict what kind of line will form once the swelling goes down. I don't regret it^^ Anyway, it was the decision I made^^ And maybe because that day was right before the Lunar New Year holiday, they said the surgery schedule was booked until midnight... I had mine around 6, and seeing the doctor and nursing assistants say with a smile that they were only halfway done, I really thought they work so hard... -..-;;;; Anyway, it went well, and later, when a lot of the swelling goes down and I look more human, I'll take photos and upload them^^ For final information, the place I went to is in Bucheon.... near the south station.... The price was 900,000 won, but I did it for 700,000^^;;;; Then, happy New Year and be happy^^