I finally did it

For two months I came into this community, looked at all kinds of photos, wrote surgery reviews, and thought someday a day like this would come for me too, and that day was r i ght this morning at 8:30.. I wanted to do partial incision too, but I did the full incision method~~~ At the hospital, first they marked the double-eyelid line and I got on the operating table. The nurse wiped off the nail polish on my middle fingernail, then checked my condition and said, "It's not anything scary~" So I said, "Ah, okay~" and stayed still. Then the doctor came in and said, "It's not a very difficult surgery, so don't be nervous; your heart rate is well over 100, it's going thump thump!" And I thought... Ah.... I already paid the deposit anyway, so even if I leave now, I won't get that money back.. and with disinfectant on my face, how would I leave~ surely I won't die, I thought, and just pulled myself together. Then one nurse came and said, "This is an injection to help you feel at ease~" and gave me a shot in the arm. As soon as I got that shot, in less than 1 second I reacted right away? My body got relaxed and I saw a 4-dimensional world~ I saw a wedding dress?? So during surgery my mind was hazy~ but I wasn't asleep.. That kind of anesthesia? And then anesthesia in my eyes!!! I kept laughing during surgery, you know? So they asked why. So I said, "I see a wedding dress~" and they said, "Oh... you must want to get married?" There was all that burning smell and everything.......... Everything was okay for me.. but when removing fat!! Why did it hurt so much I screamedㅡ..ㅡ;;;;;; I thought my eyeball was being pulled out, seriously!!! It felt like my eyeball was being pulled out, like someone kept trying to pull it out.. But they said they were removing fat Anyway, by feel, I think the surgery went well.. If someone told me to do it again, I wouldn't, just haha It hurts, but it's bearable! That's the answer!! Anyone saying it doesn't hurt is lying seriously~!!!!!!!!!!!!! It hurts, but it's bearable.... Anyway, since I did the incision method, I'm a bit worried about swelling, but I'll work hard on cold compresses and make sure it becomes natural I'll upload photos when the swelling goes down a bit^^