Surgery Yesterday (Eyes, Nose) - 6 Hours... ㅠㅠ

I had surgery yesterday.. I wanted to come and post yesterday too, but I just couldn’t sit in front of the computer at all~ I finished a very difficult 6-hour surgery all at once: double eyelid revision, upper blepharoplasty with eye-opening correction, Alloderm under-eye aegyo-sal, and nose tip revision~ At first, I changed into the hospital clothes and shoes, climbed onto the operating table, and got anesthesia... I had sleep anesthesia twice, and in the middle, when it was about to wear off, I got another injection, and then another. -,- It was my first time having sleep anesthesia.. the doctor said it was a 4D world, right? Maybe it was different for others, but I was honestly so scared.ㅠㅠ I even thought, what if I die like this.;;ㅋㅋ The surgery started.. The double eyelid revision.. I felt like the doctor was being really meticulous. But in the middle of surgery, the doctor said something like, “Aigoo~ I cut here for nothing earlier. It keeps ending up like this.” The moment I heard that, I got swept up in anxiety, wondering if something had gone wrong.ㅠㅠ I guess because he kept alternating between left and right to avoid making them uneven. Anyway, I decided to trust the doctor. He said if I wasn’t satisfied later, he would fix everything himself.. And then the surgery that really hurt like crazy... I honestly have a very strong tolerance. Because it was revision surgery for both my eyes and nose, I thought it would be like the previous surgery. To be honest, back then I didn’t feel any pain.. But.. the aegyo-sal procedure.. it was truly the pain of my skin being torn apart. I had said I wouldn’t do local anesthesia for aegyo-sal because it would hurt too much, and I was scared of sleep anesthesia, so I said I wouldn’t do it.. So I had no choice but sleep anesthesia again.. Even under anesthesia, I kept groaning during the aegyo-sal part. If someone who usually tolerates pain well and has no fear says it was really painful.. then it really was painful. It was the first time.. truly the first time I decided I would never sit on an operating table again..-,- And again I thought celebrities are really tough..--;ㅋ I had it done with Alloderm.. For anyone planning aegyo-sal surgery, take note It hurts a lot~ And for the nose tip revision~ the bridge had some silicone that was originally there but had become a bit crooked, so they corrected that, and for the nose tip they reused the same ear cartilage I had before. But. Since I wanted a upturned tip, they cut the nasal bone and lifted it (what’s the professional term for that?)ㅋㅋ Anyway, when they lifted it, the sensation was a bit strange.ㅋ What I found surprising was.. when I look at the before-and-after photos in the surgery photo room, people who post on the day of surgery or one or two days later don’t seem to have that much swelling.. but mine is seriously no joke right now. I can’t even open my eyes properly. Totally puffed up. They said the swelling would start going down from tomorrow evening, but right now it’s hard even to open my eyes, I’m dying. I guess I really put my eyes through too much at once, huh?ㅋㅋ Anyway, I just hope it turns out pretty.;; If I’m not happy with it, I’ll be really upset too~ especially since it was revision surgery..ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ This time I really hope it turns out the way I want. I spent a lot of money on it.ㅠㅠㅠ Everyone, become prettier~ I’ll post photos later too once the swelling goes down~