It’s day two,,

162 42 225 areola I had the surgery under sedation anesthesia Some people said it wouldn’t be that hard, so I was aiming for the perfect crime(?) and planned to rest for a day at a nearby motel, then go home. I told my family I was going out to have fun. But wow. I got on the operating table, closed my eyes, and it felt like I opened them right away, but they said the surgery was already over and that I endured it really well. And my first words were.. “It’s much smaller than I expected...” My upper body is already completely thin as it is (you can see all my ribs), so they said this size would be better for me right now. I went to the recovery room(?) and lay down, but groaning sounds came out on their own, and the sedation anesthesia made me so, so dizzy. The doctor said that even now it was like this, so if I had done it through the armpit, I would have felt like I was practically dying I think it was a relief that I did it through the areola, just like the doctor said. But my condition was so serious that in the end, while half-asleep, I told one friend about the surgery, and they took care of me at the motel. They changed the drainage bottle, delivered juk in the heavy snow, washed my hair.. If I had been alone, I really wouldn’t have been able to do it On the first day, other than the pain, it was okay, and I could lie down and get up pretty well. But today, on the second day, after eating lunch I threw everything up It’s so hard And after coming home, I straightened my hunched back, acted like nothing had happened and said I was back, then collapsed in my room. I have to go straight to work again tomorrow, I’m going crazy Who on earth said it doesn’t hurt I’m having such a hard time Oh, this is in Gwangju, outside Seoul.. I’m scared about what will happen if I slip and fall on the snowy road tomorrow