I posted below before. Now it’s been 3 months since my breast surgery. It was through an axillary incision, with 275 cc cohesive gel implants. My chest wall is wide, the bones go inward a bit, and my flesh feels kind of tough. Axillary scar - There is still about a 3 cm mark, and it is red. The drain-hole wound is also red, and they say it takes 1 year to disappear completely.. There’s nothing I can do. Now I try to make sure it doesn’t show even when I go to a public bath. <Sometimes the feeling of the skin around the scar area is still like the anesthesia has not worn off. I also get tingling sometimes, and the doctor said it will be like that for a while-> Breast sensation - Sometimes when it itches and I scratch, I wonder.. is this really itchy? Even if I scratch, I don’t really get that refreshing feeling. The sensation has become a bit dull. If I squeeze tightly, it hurts and so on, but it is much less than the feeling before surgery. Breast feel - For some reason I’m obsessed with the thought that they must not harden, they have to become soft. Even when I’m sleeping, I wake up and knead them. But this makes the strength drain right out of my arms. So what I discovered these days is to lie face down and press down firmly using my body weight. And every now and then, whenever I have time, with my hands, even when I go to the bathroom, I knead them. I still don’t wear underwire bras. Sometimes when my breasts feel stiff, I squeeze them. With all my strength. Press down hard. Press up hard. Sometimes my arms make cracking sounds, but I think it’s better than hard breasts. I’m making an effort. They still don’t feel like mine. lol Breast size - Height 156~7, recent weight 47 kg (I might have gained a little more..). I have a body with some bone structure. I also have a bit of a chest wall. The bones also go inward. Really. It was exactly like a man’s chest. I had no breast fold itself. Even with 275 cc inserted, it’s a full A cup / not quite a B cup. The Emefeel bras I used to wear with two or three silicone push-up pads, 70AB, 70C, 65C, 70B, I tried wearing them again after taking out all the pads, and they’re a bit small. Should I say the cups are a bit lacking? The nipples slightly peek out. Well, is that how it is when you wear underwear normally? I’ve never had big breasts before.. When I tried wearing the underwear that used to completely cover everything with padding, it felt awkward haha At first I wanted the dream C cup.. But rather than pretty breasts that mound up and gather in the center, it is a natural shape that spreads a bit to the sides. They are not too big. But they are not too small either. I’m 100% regretful in some ways, but I’m just rationalizing it to myself and trying to steady my mind. Instead of blaming my breasts -_- I should lose the fat around my waist and some extra flab.. that’s what I’m telling myself. Still, even though I paid a huge amount and they aren’t that big, I’m comforting myself by thinking they match the balance of my body. Actually, there are a few more uncomfortable factors. You have to pay a lot of attention too. Just because a hospital says blindly that they are good, good, does not mean they are good at everything. Finding a hospital that suits me is the most important. Aftercare is important too. During surgery, the anesthesia, the dissection, and the size and appropriateness that will suit the patient. A doctor who can assess these well is important, right? Especially dissection.. I think this is important. Last time at a massage shop, there was someone who had surgery with saline implants. Maybe because the implant pocket was dissected too large, when she lay down, the implant went up and up to below the clavicle. The shop staff once told me she was scared it might go over her shoulder. Well, that may not all be true. But when doing the dissection, if they make less trauma, capsular contracture may come less, and I think the implant may settle beautifully too. (Personal opinion) Anyway. For now, rather than looking natural, it still looks very obviously fake. But this satisfaction is better than having none. Even if they didn’t get that much bigger, I feel relieved that I won’t get heat rash anymore from padding when wearing bikinis, underwear, and clothes. Because underwear with silicone padding has weight, when I threw off my underwear, it would make a thud sound.. I’m glad I don’t have to do that again. And confidence. I spent all my money on the surgery fee and became broke, but I’m still satisfied. And. Do it with a strong mindset. Look into it carefully. Just because everyone says they are good does not mean everything turns out well. A hospital that fits me. That is the most important. Your own choice is important. (You also shouldn’t be too swayed by what people say here and there.) After surgery, it hurts. You struggle for a while. That is true, but time passes quickly. And if you are going to do it, you have to be prepared. Surgery is surgery. It’s not simple like double-eyelid surgery, right? ^^ After about another month, when they look a bit more natural, I’ll upload photos then. After losing belly fat too;; I uploaded before, but they aren’t extremely beautiful or anything. They’re just exactly the right breasts haha
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