Review and,, I have a question~~~!!!

It’s already been over 3 months since removal,,, I don’t even know how I’ve lived,, it was hard enough to feel like dying, but now I’m living while waiting for the final changes,, The nostril and columella shape from the front has almost all come back, and the length of the nasal tip is almost similar too,,, if it came down about 0.2 mm more, I’d have no wish left,, There’s still scar tissue, so I believe it will gradually improve. If there’s scar tissue, there’s volume, and because of that, like when it’s swollen, the nasal tip can look slightly upturned (it doesn’t look upturned,,, should I say the nasal tip feels puffy,,,,), so then the columella rises slightly,,,, I’m grateful that it has improved this much, but honestly, whenever I see my slightly changed nasal tip, that terrible time keeps coming back to me, so sometimes it’s hard to overcome,,,, to confess, sometimes I just cry, making loud sobbing sounds under the blanket,,ㅡㅡ Ah, now that I’ve said it, I feel relieved,, but then right after that I wash up, do warm compresses, and massage again,,, Among those who had their nasal tip touched, removed it, and are more than 6 months out, if your scar tissue has decreased,,,, please look at the photo~ Does the marked area become a little slimmer overall? In other words, it’s the nasal tip,, I think you’ll be able to see more clearly if you look at the photo,, even in the area I marked, the middle part has a bit of puffy, soft tissue attached, so the center of gravity of the nasal tip goes upward,,, and the nasal tip looks a little different,,,, If only that part settles down a bit, the columella will also come down very slightly and it would be just right,,,, I really feel like I’d have no wish left,,,,, Will this come back a bit around 7 months,,,, I’m at 3 months now,,,, and it has improved a lot during that time, so I believe it will keep improving, but when I get anxious, really,,, I feel so drained,, Other areas are visibly improving,,, but that part is,,, slow,, I’m scared there won’t be any more improvement,,, and that it will stay like this,,, ugh,, if it remains,,,, really,, A person’s heart,, even though I know the process perfectly well,,, I end up asking again,,, And for some reason, I feel like the middle part I marked, the newly formed tissue, won’t go away,,, very slightly soft tissue,,, p.s -- SJH, is that the part you explained last time, saying a little tissue had attached there?? So the nasal tip became slightly higher,,?? Is that right?? Ah,, the photo is from before surgery~