Today is day 11 after surgery... but

Honestly, when I touch the bone or the glabella area, it feels like the swelling is all gone now.. It's not high either... It's a little soft-hard, but I think ordinary people's noses are all like that too... Ah, but something still looks oily and awkward.. I had eye surgery and nose surgery together... I wondered if it was because of my eyes.. But my nose is a nose that doesn't suit my face shape.. Ah seriously.... when I touch the nasal tip, it's firm.. Is this swelling too...? Since it's day 11 now, does it look oily because it hasn't fully settled into my face yet?? Ah seriously, I'm so stressed because of this I'm going crazy... Seriously, I even cut bangs so my nose wouldn't look awkward.. But my friends don't really know I had nose surgery.. My nose was thick and low, so things like silicone don't show at all..... But if you just look at the nose itself, it's just an ordinary nose.. It doesn't suit my face........... Does nasal tip swelling also go down later?? Around when will it naturally suit my face... Ah, older women, relatives, and my mom's friends say the surgery turned out really well.. But my friends and my younger sibling say it looks oily and that I looked much better before surgery.. And seriously, when someone looks down at me from below, my nose looks long ㅡ0ㅡ............ Did all of you feel awkward at first too? Ah seriously, it's so awkward I'm going crazy.... When I see people around me who had surgery... most of them became natural-looking But something about me is awkward... I look like an Israeli person If the glabella area were really swollen... then I could at least feel reassured thinking it will be okay once the glabella swelling goes down.. But I think it's almost all gone The glabella area isn't high either............. But why do I look like Avatar even though the swelling is all gone?? Ah seriously.. I'm going crazy And also...... my nose...,, I lifted my nasal tip with septal cartilage, you know? But the shape of my nostrils seems uneven....... Was I uneven from the start..? Or can septal cartilage also warp?????0 Or did the doctor do it wrong...?? And also after surgery...... I touched my nose a lot... Like....;;0..... not just roughly touching it.. just to a safe extent..;;0,,, Is that something I shouldn't do;;0;;; But did that make my nasal tip weird,,?