About 45 days after rhinoplasty, please give your honest and objective evaluations...

It has been 47 days since my surgery. A month and a week have passed. The first photo is after surgery, and the second photo is before surgery. I asked them to raise my pre-surgery nose just slightly, but it seems higher than I expected. I'm so upset.. I asked them to keep the original shape of my nose and just raise it a little, but the shape of my nose completely changed. My impression has changed a lot. Right now I can't go outside at all. Before the consultation, I said I wanted to raise it about 2 mm, and they said it needed to be raised 3-4 mm? But I don't think this is 3-4 mm. I also don't know for sure how many millimeters they raised it., I really liked my old nose. It was just low.. If it hadn't been low, I wouldn't have had surgery~ Who would have imagined that a semi-ski-slope nose would become a straight nose? I really hate pointed, high noses! It doesn't suit my face either. Right now, the glabella area is too high, the nasal tip also seems too thin and sharp, the silicone seems shifted to the left, the left nostril also seems slightly raised, They used L-shaped silicone and temporalis fascia for the nasal tip, I'm going crazy. I'm upset and angry.. After surgery, I had such a hard time and suffered so much that I lost 4 kg, so my cheekbones are showing. I can't live like this. I have to either remove the silicone or have revision surgery.. I have to do something,. I'm suffering emotionally because of my nose it's really hard.. I don't know if what I'm saying is completely unreasonable. How many millimeters does it look like they raised it... I uploaded photos because I wanted to hear everyone's objective opinions. Please leave one precious reply before you go..