It’s been 6 hours since my eye and nose surgery

I had the surgery I’d been waiting and waiting for today To be precise, I guess it was yesterday The surgery started at 5 and ended at 7, and now it’s 1 a.m.. I had buried-suture double eyelid surgery, osteotomy, and nasal tip surgery (ear cartilage) I’m the type who gets really scared, so I read tons and tons of reviews before going!! People saying that under sedation you have strange experiences, see things, and all that... But sedation didn’t work on me!!!!!!!!!!! At first, when they gave the local anesthetic injection in my ear, it stung a bit And when they were taking cartilage from my ear, the sound of the cartilage being cut, like scrape-scrape, and the sound of the suturing shook through my whole ear Until then my whole body was so stiff I was practically frozen... I had so many thoughts by myself in that short time This probably doesn’t hurt much, so that’s why they’re doing it now, from now on it really starts.. thoughts like that Then it seemed like the doctor was drawing around my eyes and nose, and then he said some technical terms Inside I was thinking, ah, now it’s sedation! Let’s sleep a bit~~! Just then the nurse gave me an injection in my arm But huh? Nothing happened To signal that I wasn’t anesthetized, I started clearing my throat. But no one paid attention Then they put the local anesthetic injection into my eye... Aaaagh~!!!!! When I rolled my eyeball back!!!!! Aaaagh Still, the eyes were really nothing............ When I got the anesthetic injection in my nose, kyaaaaaaaak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I couldn’t take it anymore, so I asked I’m not sedated, nurse!!!! Then she said, You are~ Sleep deeply, don’t worry! That’s what she said............ No way, I wasn’t sleepy How am I supposed to sleep by willpower when it hurts that much I could accept it up to the local anesthetic injections...... But during the osteotomy... they hit my nasal bone about 10 times with a hammer... I could even hear the bone crunching Wow, I really had this kind of experience..... I don’t know whether to laugh or not At the end they said the surgery was all done, so get up and go to the recovery room So I went to the recovery room and they asked, Are you dizzy? Are you coming to? “Nurse.... I never lost consciousness, and there was no reason for me to be dizzy because I went through the surgery with both eyes open..:” Of course I only thought that to myself.. the surgery was already over, so whatever Fortunately, maybe because it was buried-suture, my eyes didn’t swell much and the nasal tip I could see between the bandages looked sharper, so I came home feeling somewhat satisfied! But I don’t know why I’m bleeding so much I tried lying down to sleep.. no, I sat.. I tried sitting but I can’t breathe.. I wondered if I might die like this I wish I could go get the bandage removed soon Phew, still, now that the surgery is over I feel so relieved Those of you getting surgery, don’t be nervous and do well! Does reading my post make you more nervous...?? Anyway, now that it’s over, aside from the discomfort, I have no pain at all! Let’s all get prettier, fighting