Surgery review^^

I had it done on Saturday~ July 12~ I had it done in Busan, and ever since middle school I wanted double eyelid surgery, so I looked around here and there, and now at 21 I finally got it done I had been using double eyelid glue since second year of middle school. I just couldn't not use it;; Before the surgery I cleared out all the guys around me and even changed my phone number;; I lied that I was going to study abroad... Anyway;; after double eyelid surgery, dating other people;; Anyway,,, if I say it's the most famous and most popular place, you'll probably know it~ I had ptosis correction and incisional epicanthoplasty Since they said it was under sedation, I thought I'd be asleep a bit after reading reviews, but honestly it seems like I wasn't anesthetized at all;; I wasn't out of it either.. I didn't sleep at all.. even when I pinched my hand a little, it hurt,, Anyway the surgery started It seems like they did the epicanthoplasty first, but I felt like I was being dissected 눈;; The doctor probably didn't know I wasn't anesthetized; It's not the doctor's fault.. It felt like they were tearing open my eyes and dissecting them because it hurt so much.. Oh my, I'm going to die, oh no.... saying things like that... I even made sounds like, ahhh~ The doctor was operating while saying, It hurts a little~, but inside I was thinking it wasn't a little, it was killing me... I couldn't move my hands, so I lifted my foot, and the nurse told me to put it down. The epicanthoplasty seemed to hurt the most;; I didn't even realize when the incision part was done..;; After about 50 minutes.... the surgery ended, and I was so exhausted that when I was lying down and heard it was over, I cried and cried from feeling so wronged... Maybe because I'm the type whose double eyelids are naturally in-folds, I don't have much swelling~ I'll upload photos around Friday~ Since the swelling isn't that severe, I don't look like a monster, but I hope the line doesn't get too small.. I think;;; I probably won't get any more plastic surgery;; I'm the kind of person who's scared even to get my ears pierced.. But my eyes are already done, so... I hope they turn out pretty^^ Tomorrow I'm getting the double eyelid stitches removed, and the day after that the epicanthoplasty stitches removed, and I'm scared;;; I'll probably scream again;;; I'm really bad at تحملing pain, so people who can bear it well might do better... I'm satisfied with the surgery results. Even when I disinfected it yesterday, it hurt when they rubbed it... ugh I'll upload photos soon~