Things I couldn’t even imagine hearing before surgery.

Somehow it’s already been over 7 months since surgery~ The first summer after surgery.. lol Before, in summer I struggled so much because of padded bras, but now I even welcome summer~~ But in this nice weather, I caught a cold.. My boyfriend said he’d give me medicine, so I met him briefly. Since the weather was nice, I wore a pretty bra for the first time in a while~ An aimerfeel size 65E that my boyfriend bought for me.. Usually I just wore padded sleeveless tops. The hospital told me not to wear bras with underwire until 6 months.. My boyfriend doesn’t know I had surgery.. He asked, why don’t you wear bras.. so I said, ‘I don’t like feeling constricted, so I don’t wear them~’ But today, almost for the first time.. I wore a bra and went out, and my boyfriend.. looked at me and said one thing. “You shouldn’t go around wearing bras. Your breasts are so big that men will only look at you.” Your breasts are so big.... huh.. That was something I couldn’t even imagine hearing around this time last year. So I.. said calmly.. “People already say they look too big when I wear a bra, so that’s why I don’t usually wear one~ But there’s nothing I can do..” Then my boyfriend says to me again.. that I should gain some weight. When I asked where I should gain it, “You need to gain weight everywhere except your breasts.” That’s how he answered.. So I, completely nonchalantly, asked why it would be bad if my breasts got bigger.. Then he said, “If they get any bigger than this, I won’t be able to buy you underwear.” He says they shouldn’t get bigger than this.. My boyfriend looks at my breasts and says they’re so pretty.. and happily asks what I ate to make them this big. Ah.. every time I hear things like this, I feel so happy and really feel that the surgery was worth it haha But.. on the other hand, if I end up marrying my boyfriend, I’ll have to confess everything, and when I think about the shock he’ll receive then, I do worry a bit.. He’ll feel completely deceived, right??