For those who had removal~

I have some signs of inflammation. If I get it removed... Will my nose develop contracture?? If contracture happens, is revision surgery the only option? Whenever my condition isn’t good, it slightly swells and goes down repeatedly... I’m anxious. I don’t know if there are people like me. Inside my nose, scar tissue rose up at the incision site. Blood had pooled there once, so I had it cut out. But it has formed again this time. I think I’ll have to cut it out again... At first, they didn’t say this was inflammation. They said the silicone was slightly tilted and was pressing against weak skin, so blood had pooled there.. Sigh.... They said there are very occasional patients like this, and that if it’s cut out, it becomes clean. But for me, it has formed a second time. The slight tilt to the side of the silicone is visible to me, but not really visible to others, so I could just live with it... Now it has been over 3 months, and my nose was about to become pretty... I really hate having anesthesia again and lying on the operating table. I’m also wondering if it’s swelling because there are signs of inflammation.. If blood keeps filling like this, if adjusting the tilted silicone fixes it, then fine, but.... what if it doesn’t fix it and it forms again?? -_ I really just want to live like this. But it won’t leave me alone. After one nose surgery, I lay on the operating table again after 2 weeks to lower the glabella area. Then 5 weeks later, I lay on the operating table again to cut out scar tissue. I thought I could finally be comfortable and see a pretty nose... I don’t know what this is... Fortunately, the doctors at the clinic are good people and are trying to resolve it somehow... But I don’t want to lie down anymore. I don’t want anesthesia anymore. I really hate touching it at all... Even if they say they’ll fix it, I’m scared. I’ve thought about removal too... but I’ve already had surgery 3 times. My original nose was also very slightly upturned, so if contracture were to happen... Ah, really.......................... The director will probably say we should properly reposition the silicone and cut out the scar tissue... If that’s the case, I wonder if removal would be better. But then again, I don’t know what will happen if I remove it.