You can basically say I was dead on the first day, and today, the second day, I keep wondering why I did this... I was originally a D cup, but because of various external factors, my size shrank to a little over an A, so I considered surgery... But... I chose 320 or 325 to make it look natural as a C now... but it actually feels heavier than the real weight of my own breasts... When I was a D, it didn’t feel this heavy, but this... My back feels numb and tingly... I asked the doctor, and they said that because they’re implants, they can’t help but feel heavy... Phlegm keeps getting stuck in my throat, so I have to spit it out, but when I cough, it hurts so much that I feel like I’m going to die like this....
Why did I do this... Was I out of my mind.... Maybe I should have just lived with them as they had shrunk...