People who had a partial incision on the eyes

I had a lot of creases and a lot of lines on my eyelids, so I lived thinking that someday one clear line would settle in and that would become a double eyelid. But there was just no answer, and the line did not stay in place all the time. Having to constantly keep tension in my brow bone and eyelids was so exhausting and tiring, so I just went in for a consultation. Consultation notes: Sunken eyelid crease, wanting an outline with the double eyelid line I already have, no scars left behind, no sausage look X, ptosis correction I went to two places in total, and one place said ptosis correction could be done, another said it could not. I did not know what was right, so I thought, then let's just not do it. Because of the sunken eyelid crease, they said I would need a partial incision to scrape and gather the fat inside. I thought that since it was called a partial incision, only a small wound would be made, but it was only partial in name. The surgical marks are sooooo huge lol. No matter how carefully you research and go, even if it is the most famous place there is, surgery is just a gamble. In fact, after just one year the left side came undone, so since I was at it, I got both sides serviced, but only the left line is insanely wide lol. There is even that flesh where the stitch popped out, and I have no idea how they did the surgery because the line is crooked too. You can see that I am laughing, right?? I just want to live as I am.... I want to love the face I have now.... I had it done for therapeutic rather than cosmetic reasons, so being able to open my eyes without straining my eyebrows makes me so happy, but still... if they were going to do it anyway... they could at least have made the line neat... bad people..