At first, I really wanted to do it, and the consultation was good, everything was good, but
at the end, my parents keep asking me if I’m really going to do it…
That’s honestly the biggest thing.
They said, “It’s your life, but we’re worried because you might regret it afterward, and it’s not guaranteed to go well no matter what,”
so I feel conflicted… I can’t really get my own mind settled either…. I really don’t know what I should do…… I’m wondering if I should have a serious talk with them today, and what I should even say…
They said, “You’re not in your early 20s anymore, you’re 30 now, and it’s not like you’re going to become a celebrity, so are you really trying to do it again?” and I got hit with the hard truth…
Sigh, I’m so unsettled.