After 3 years of clinic-hunting, I finally!!! got my nose surgery!!

This is a post I wrote yesterday, the day of surgery, but I’m uploading it again as a photo review!-----Hi everyone.. I had surgery!!! Wow..... it hurts haha Is there anyone getting their first surgery who was as desperate as me and spent such a long, difficult time on it? haha I decided I wanted nose surgery right after I got injured when I was young lol I started actually visiting clinics myself about 3 years ago? For 2 years, I went to consultations at around 12-15 places, and in the end I found a clinic I liked and booked for early 2025. But then, of all things.. I ended up in a situation where it wasn’t me but my father who had to have surgery Seriously, 2025 was the worst worst worst worst year. So I canceled my booking and was about to give up, thinking maybe I just wasn’t meant to get nose surgery.... But honestly, I just couldn’t give it up.. I felt like if I didn’t do it now, I never would.. (I’m in my late 30s;) So! Exactly one year later, today! I booked and had surgery without even looking at any other clinics haha But yesterday I watched so many YouTube vlogs and blog reviews, so why does everyone say it doesn’t hurt on the day of surgery?? The whole time I was in the recovery room, it was throbbing so much, I was out of it and had a headache. I couldn’t take the clinic’s medication because it had to be taken before meals, so I took Tak-Sen And my surgery time took really long too... This is because.. apparently I kept moving and talking the who~le time while under sedation sob sob I remember getting scolded by the doctor here and there and myself mumbling So anyway, I made the doctor struggle for two whole hours.. and for one hour I thought I was going to die!!! Wow, getting surgery while I was basically awake was seriously wow.... It was honestly so hard Not being able to move my arms and legs, my back aching from pressure, it was the worst But after I came out and came to my senses, I realized that because of me, everyone probably couldn’t even eat on time Sigh, I’m worried about my nose and worried about the clinic staff too..; The person who came for a consultation after me must have waited so long;; Anyway, still, after taking Tak-Sen the throbbing got better, and the always-kind consultant and all the staff took good care of me, so for now I checked into the hotel I had booked nearby, and my boyfriend went out to buy food, so I’m waiting!! For now, I like the nose shape right after surgery!! They said it went well!! But although I originally had a slight asymmetry, in the photo taken from underneath it looks even more asymmetric, so I am a bit worried..... Please!!!!!!! Please!!!!!! I’ll try posting follow-up progress later! - First surgery, but a case with filler and thread foreign material in the nose - Requests: improve a hump nose, long nose, drooping nasal tip, rounded nasal tip (I really hated silicone, so I wanted no implant. Because of that, rather than a dramatic change, I wanted safe surgery without side effects, to naturally refine the nasal line? and improve the spread-out nasal tip shape!) - Materials: ear cartilage, septal cartilage