Getting a nose job gives you a lot of exercise..

I seriously don’t know how many clinics I walked around to just to get one nose done. It’s a lot of exercise... a lot.. My nose bridge was already low enough to make me feel upset, but from the front it had a strong small bulbous-nose look, so I was so stressed out. At first I thought my nose wasn’t bad, but recently I hung out with my friend’s boyfriend, my boyfriend’s friends, and several others, and maybe because one rude guy was drunk, he started saying everything, whether he should have or not lol At first he said he didn’t think much when he saw my side profile, but when he saw my front view, it looked like a mini version of Wreck-It Ralph. I really couldn’t control my expression. At the end he did say it was cute and all, but my mood was already a complete mess. I didn’t want to ruin the atmosphere, so I just laughed it off. When I got home and thought about it, it was ridiculous. I told my friend and did get an apology.. But after that, whenever I looked in the mirror, all I could see was my nose, so I even started hating looking in the mirror. I had already been self-conscious about my low bridge, and adding a spoonful of Wreck-It Ralph on top of that made me just decide I needed nose surgery. I got everyone around me involved to look for clinics and went for consultations. When I first started looking, people said you need to check around 10 places or 5 places, so I wondered if that wasn’t too exaggerated. But after going to consultations, I realized you really do need to go to that many. There weren’t any clinics I liked, and they kept trying to push things on me, so I filtered out even the clinics with decent reviews. At first I didn’t expect much when I had a consultation at Luho either, but both the consultant and the director didn’t push much and only talked about the surgeries I needed. And they pointed out exactly the areas I personally thought were bad, saying that if we operated just like that, a natural and pretty nose shape would come out, so I said I’d think about it and left. After that I went around to a few more clinics, but there wasn’t really anywhere I liked, so in the end I visited Luho once more, had another consultation, and even put down a deposit lol Even until the day before, I didn’t feel nervous about having surgery, so I almost ended up being late on the day of surgery.. Only when I got up on the operating table did I start feeling nervous. All kinds of thoughts ran through my head on the table, but I told myself to trust the director and closed.. my.. eyes. After the surgery, I deliberately didn’t look in the mirror. I was worried, wondering what if it had turned out strange. Then in the evening, when I went to the restroom, I briefly caught a glimpse in the mirror, and my eyes and nose were so swollen they looked twice as big lololol I was so shocked right there that I thought it was ruined, totally ruined. But I kept taking walks and diligently ate things that are good for swelling, and by the time the splint came off, a lot of the swelling had gone down. The bulbous-nose look I had been worried about was completely gone, my nasal tip had formed naturally, and my bridge was there too, so I was really, really satisfied. Deep down, I even felt kind of grateful to that guy lolololol If it weren’t for him, would I have even decided to get surgery lol? It’s been a little over a month now, and it has become even more natural than when the splint was removed, so I’m satisfied, satisfied, extremely satisfied~ Thank you, Director Kim Jun-young~~