I had my first treatment today;; Until I went to the hospital, I kept lying down... But after getting the first treatment, like everyone said, it got a bit better;; Especially when they removed the gauze, it hurt, but.. my nose really opened up all at once!!;;; But... because I kept bleeding, when they pushed the gauze back in.. honestly, I wanted to die;; I cry easily to begin with, and yesterday during surgery I kept shedding tears... today too tears just came out.. even while I was wiping my nosebleed, tears just came out;; I feel like the swelling in my eyes might not be from the surgery, but from crying;; Before surgery, I thought if I just had the surgery, I would become pretty.. and I kept looking forward to it... But after surgery, the thought I have is that even though I had surgery, what if I don't become pretty at all;;; even though I had surgery, what if I don't hear that I'm pretty... what if people say I wasted my money? I'm gradually becoming afraid;; Even to my eyes, it doesn't seem like much has changed... So I'm at least trying to diet... so I won't hear that the money was wasted.. I'm trying;;;
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