I Finally Did It Yesterday..

Yesterday was still somewhat okay, but today is really hard.. It is really hard to become prettier.. I don’t think I could do this twice.. I had surgery yesterday morning~ They said my pulse was too low, so they couldn’t do sedation anesthesia.. They said let’s wait a bit.. Hearing that made me so scared.. They said because I was scared, my pulse went up.. Anyway, they did light sedation anesthesia, so it didn’t even feel like I had fallen asleep.. I felt everything, even the anesthetic injections into my nose.. gasp.. When they did the osteotomy, I even felt the bone being cut... I don’t know if the anesthesia wore off a little early or what, but at the end when they were suturing, it hurt.. Right now, I have bruising all around my eyes~ Maybe because my eyes keep tearing up, my eyes are extremely swollen too.. They’re so swollen I can’t open my eyes, and tears keep coming, so I can’t see well in front of me... How am I supposed to go to the clinic today.. The doctor said it turned out very well and that it was a huge success, so I’m comforting myself with that.. I want to upload photos, but right now my condition is too serious~ I’ll upload them when the swelling goes down a bit~ In this sweltering weather~ Everyone, fighting~~

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