I had surgery on the 8th. With silicone. I had the bandage removed on the 12th, and they told me to come back on the 16th, so I went. On the day the bandage came off, I noticed there was some bruising on the left side and that it was bulging out. I wondered if the bruising and extra bulging on one side might be because my mom accidentally hit me hard with her fist while sleeping the other day, but anyway, they said with silicone, most people get blood or fluid collecting in the head. They said it's an early-stage phenomenon. A reaction to a foreign material... Since I had expected it to fill up anyway, I wasn't especially shocked or scared. I don't know how much longer it will keep happening, but I really hope it only happens this month. If it keeps happening, how am I supposed to live while going back and forth to have the blood drained... When they drained the blood, the doctor pushed across my forehead with their hand from the upper part of my head, almost like scraping it, and I could hear the liquid coming out, and it hurt. So of course my forehead got bruised. If you saw someone at Hyundai Department Store today with a bruised forehead looking like a monster, that was probably me. I went there to eat after going to the clinic. They told me to come to the clinic again tomorrow, and judging by the atmosphere, I think I'll have to keep going to the clinic for a while because blood keeps filling up every day. Right after having the blood drained, it throbbed, so I took painkillers. They didn't remove the staples or whatever things fixed into my head. They said those would be removed a bit later. My mom is distressed, saying my hair has suddenly decreased a lot... The clinic says they didn't cut or pull out any hair, but anyway, when I washed my hair, a handful of hair came out. My hair was already weak and thin, and my mom feels sorry for me, worrying that I might go bald. They told me to put an ice pack on my forehead, but maybe because several hours had already passed by the time I got home, it feels like something has already filled up inside. Still, I don't really regret it. The many wrinkles on my forehead aren't very visible now... and the shape is one thing too. But after forehead surgery, my eyes look more sunken. The area where I had double eyelid surgery looks hollow-eyed... Does more fat come out of the eyes? Now I have one more worry, about not having fat in my double eyelids. -_-;; I'm hoping the day comes soon when blood no longer fills up in my forehead. It's a bit numb and sore, but since I'm getting prettier, it's bearable... Well then...
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