I had surgery today.

I had it done today... I feel absolutely awful. I didn’t have sedation anesthesia; they just injected anesthetic directly into my nose. It really hurt... Right now... my face is properly swollen, and the shape looks strange too, so I’m at the peak of depression. Right now, I really never want to have nose surgery again. Not just nose surgery, but if any surgery is being done out of greed, I don’t want to do it.. The feeling during nose surgery... was truly the worst. Everything gave me chills, and it hurt.. I heard it hurts again when they remove the stitches, and I’m honestly already scared.. As someone who has experienced it, I’ll tell a few things to those who are planning nose surgery. First of all. Absolutely think it over again. If people tell you that you’re pretty even as you are, don’t get greedy; just stay as you are. You’ll regret it. I’m regretting it so much right now. There’s no 100% guarantee that you’ll become prettier after doing it, so if you’re doing it out of greed, absolutely don’t do it. Only those who are suffering severely because of a real complex should think about it a hundred times and decide. I’ll say it again, there is no guarantee that surgery will make you prettier. Second, unless it’s a major surgery like osteotomy, ask your doctor whether you can skip sedation anesthesia. If they say you don’t need it, just have local anesthesia only for the nose. The doctor said that anesthesia on the human body is not good. The anesthetic injections into the nose hurt enough to bring tears to your eyes. They really hurt. But for the sake of your body, just have local anesthesia only in the nose. Third, if you’ve decided on surgery, first gather the names of hospitals said to be good, then visit as many as possible. Meet the doctors in person and listen to what they have to say. Among them, there will be a doctor whose wavelength matches yours. And it’s not necessarily true that a place is good just because it’s in Gangnam. There may be a skilled doctor in your own neighborhood too. Visit many different places before deciding. Ah.. I think I decided too hastily, and I must have thought of surgery too lightly. Surgery was such a horrifying and chilling time. Still, I endured it with the belief that I might become prettier, but since I don’t even like the shape, I’m at the peak of depression. On top of that, posts about problems with silicone, like the skin becoming thinner or the silicone moving upward if hit by a hand... only those kinds of posts are catching my eye, so depression and fear are overwhelming me. Ahh- Everyone. Please decide on surgery really, really carefully. Once you do it, you can never 100% return to your original nose.