Finally... yesterday. I did it

I went to the hospital feeling incredibly nervous. I was so nervous that everything I ate since morning gave me indigestionㅡ.,ㅡ;; The nurse helped ease my nerves.. lol When they were doing sedation anesthesia.. I asked, "When do I fall asleep from this??" Then she said, "When I say you're going to fall asleep, fall asleep~" Then she said, "Breathe deeply~ You're going to fall asleep now," and then I felt like gas was rushing into my body.. and I don't know whether I fell asleep or what.. lol When I woke up, they were in the middle of surgery~ lol I had asked them to make it high and natural~ So they used 5 mm silicone and ear cartilage to tie the nasal tip.. Since I had too much nasal skin, the doctor couldn't get the nasal tip he wanted, so he removed some nasal skin.. lol At that time, the smell of burning flesh.. Before stitching me up, they showed me a mirror.. My mom and aunt came and looked too.. Then they stitched it. It was a little high, definitely high.. But when I looked in the mirror then, I liked it.. lol And I still don't have swelling. I had surgery around 4:30 yesterday.. Still... It's swollen just a very tiny bit~ I wish it would stay like this~~ lol Oh~ As for pain, it hurts less than I had worried~ Just a throbbing kind of feeling~ As for how my ear hurt.. You know how when you wear a headband for a long time, behind your ears starts hurting a lot~ Even your head hurts... It hurt exactly like that~ And I slept sitting up~ While sleeping, I really woke up more than 10 times... Normally when you doze off sitting up, your head keeps dropping, right.. lol I kept waking up like that.. once I hit my hand and it hurt so much I thought I would die...... I woke up at dawn, worried whether I had swollen a lot, and looked in the mirror.. lol