★Day 8 after surgery and an embarrassing situation

After thinking so hard about nose surgery, I finally did it. When the silicone was inserted, the feeling was really unpleasant, but it was still bearable.. For a week I couldn’t wash.. wiping away all the oil I could, I just waited for the day the tape would come off so I could become prettier. Finally, on the one-week mark, after taking off the tape, the doctor said .. “Huh, what did you do??” I said.. “What do you mean?? What do you mean I did something..?” They said I definitely must have done something.. so I said I used the computer a bit.. Then they said that because I had managed it so badly, the swelling was this severe and the silicone shape hadn’t settled either... I was so flustered. I wrapped the bandage every single day before sleeping, which other hospitals don’t even make you do.. I took all my medication without missing any.. And even until yesterday, they clearly said there was nothing wrong and that tomorrow, once only the tape was removed, treatment would be over.. If it’s just swelling, that’s fine.. but if inflammation has developed, it seems like the problem gets bigger.. The doctor also said they needed to check, and drew blood with a syringe.. I’m so upset... According to the nurse, if inflammation developed.. well, it’s my responsibility, and because the silicone doesn’t suit me, it has to be taken out again. Is that really what’s going to happen?? I feel so frustrated.. Everyone here, please help me.. Right now the left side of my nose hurts a little.. ===== Thankfully, they say it’s not inflammation;; but it looks like I’ll have to live with tape on for almost two weeks.. Has anyone had an experience like mine??