I finished my consultation in Gangnam yesterday.. consultation over [review]

I already had a nose bridge, but the tip was a little upturned, and if I slid my index finger across the tip, it looked like a straight nose (so what I wanted was something pointy in the center of the tip..) I went to Gangnam yesterday. Even though I had made a reservation, there were so many people that I waited about an hour. The moment the consultation started, they looked at my forehead. (In other places they put their hand inside my nostrils, which made them look professional..) My forehead is very prominent. They said I shouldn't do the bridge, and that if I did it there my facial harmony would be broken (I've never had nose surgery..^^; I originally already have some bridge) For the tip too, they said I didn't need to bind the cartilage or anything like that, just that there isn't a sharp point at the tip, and that I really didn't need to do it. They told me to use the money to buy something else tasty, buy clothes, and buy one more cosmetic item.. I was flustered Honestly, I had imagined working while saving up for surgery, then quickly getting my nose done... something like that? I also asked about paranasal augmentation, and since my philtrum is fairly long, my upper lip looks protruded (my bite is normal), they said even if I did paranasal augmentation, it wouldn't fix that. And if I only did something like making the nose tip pointy, it still wouldn't correct the upturned look, I mean.. When I see people who had surgery and really hit the jackpot.. I get weirdly jealous. You know how it is. An improved face after surgery is better, right,, Maybe I still haven't been able to be satisfied with myself.. I really hate my own nose tip and my dark, protruding philtrum.. What am I supposed to do about this.. Part of me wants to just go for it, but I'm scared that if I do, it might really ruin the overall harmony and balance. My photo is in the "How about fixing it?" section~ Anyway, it was good not to do it, since I didn't spend any money, but I'm worried.. This half-done state that can't even be fixed.. -_-..