I'm still hospitalized

I'm the person who wrote before asking if it was possible to be in this much pain. In early August, I had jaw and cheekbone surgery, then inflammation developed in my jaw, my cheek swelled up severely and hurt, so I stayed at the clinic where I had surgery for a few days, but in the end I was sent to a university hospital, and I'm still being treated in the hospital now.. I even had it done at a famous place in Gangnam.. I thought it was just inflammation from a bacterial infection, but my molars don't align, so I can't chew any food at all, and even when I bite down, the molars don't meet. I'm even wearing a prosthetic appliance to realign my jaw, so I've only been eating thin rice gruel until now.. When the inflammation started, I told the clinic I was in that much pain, but they said it was fine and sent me back twice, saying it was nothing serious while treating me at the clinic.. and in the end I was sent to a university hospital. I was in so much pain I thought I would die, with painkillers and antibiotics.. I cried so much.. Even now, just thinking about that time makes me so angry I can't stand it. How could they say it was fine at the clinic and remove the stitches when inflammation had developed in the bone, I was in pain, and nauseating blue pus was coming out of my mouth so I had to keep spitting it out.. How could they do that.. really.. Those considering jaw surgery, please think very carefully.. It's so, so hard and painful, and I'm living tormented by nightmares every night,, I really can't believe it, and how could something like this happen.. I'm still swollen, so I don't even know how they shaved my face... Now they can't even find my veins.. For nearly two months, I've been getting antibiotics every day, and because I couldn't eat rice or porridge, I've been getting nutritional IVs; every time they put in an IV, they have to stick me 3 or 4 times to find a vein.. My face is still swollen.. I really hate this.. Today I had a fever, felt cold, and found that only the left side, where the inflammation had been along the inner gum line, was swollen with flesh again.. I'm just hoping the inflammation hasn't spread.. I'm so upset.. I have a fever and chills, so I can't sleep...