Seriously;;

I don't like my eyes.. - _-;;;; I had surgery on December 31 last year, so it's been almost 4 months now. The swelling is all gone.. But my family just says they're pretty...- _- When I look at my eye condition in the bathroom sometimes, it seems okay, then when I look again it seems not okay..- _-;; I should have just done buried suture double eyelid surgery.. If I had partial incision and then get revision surgery, scars will remain, right??..... I'm even thinking about revision surgery,, In the photo where my body is also shown, I took it while slightly putting strength into my eyes.. I like my eyes when I put strength into them.. But normally, my eye size is the one in the lower photo that only shows the eyes..- _ But when my eyes are open like that, it looks so strange.. especially the outer corners. Maybe because of the flesh under the double eyelid, the outer corner gets pressed and becomes slightly like a tadpole shape.. And did the double eyelid come undone at the back??ㅡㅡ;;; Something seems a bit strange.. Especially when I take photos with a digital camera, they come out really weird.. Webcam or phone photos are okay... but whenever I take digital camera photos, I'm disappointed. What should I do?? Why do my eyes seem like that? It's embarrassing to have no replies.. Please give me a solution,,;; Also, the small photo was taken in the morning, so there is slight swelling.. But most of the time, except from evening to dawn, I seem to have some swelling- -always,,