Finally, I had my surgery today~

Today, I finally had the surgery I had been waiting for and came back!!! The surgery was supposed to start at 4, but from 2 o'clock I was already tense and making a whole fuss~ Ugh~ that tension~~~ I had already gathered tons of information~ so before I knew it, I was imagining where it would hurt and the moment I walked into the hospital lol They said they would apply numbing cream to my eyes, and they were rubbing something on them~ lol they kept saying absolutely do not open your eyes~~~ Did I wait about 30 minutes? Not being able to open my eyes and only listening to the sounds... it was so frustrating... lol Anyway~ after 30 minutes they removed a few spots with a laser~~ (because I'm super sensitive to pain, even this hurt me..) Finally, time to decide the line!! lol They drew the line here and there, showed me a mirror, adjusted it, and finally the surgery started!! Dun dun~~~~ >.< I had incision + a little fat removal + removal of sagging skin As soon as I lay alone on the bed, I was so nervous and tense~ Maybe the doctor could see how tense I was~ so he said~ he would check the line again and apply disinfectant and things first~ so don't worry because he wouldn't just inject anesthesia right away~ That really comforted me so much~~ They covered my face with something...and because I said I was cold, they even gave me a blanket~ It stings a little~ please hold the nurse's hand tightly~~^^ The nurse gently slid her hand under the blanket~~ Maybe because of the anesthetic injection... and the numbing cream, it was not as horribly painful as I had imagined~~~ When I said it didn't hurt as much as I expected, the doctor praised me and said I was enduring it well~~^_^ lol While they were operating, I could hear the sound of scissors and the sound of burning fat, so without realizing it I must have tensed up~~ They said I was bleeding a lot~ and told me not to be nervous~~ I didn't feel nervous though` but they kept saying I was bleeding a lot~ Still, they never got mad and were so, so kind!! Really grateful.. In the end, because I was bleeding a lot, they even checked my blood pressure during surgery, saying maybe it was high, but it was normal~ When they said they were checking my blood pressure I got nervous again~ but as expected~ it was just a blood pressure check~ don't worry~ As expected, the doctor is the best~ and amazing at reassuring people. During surgery they kept telling me to open my eyes, then they'd put in a stitch, have me open them and look in the mirrorㅡㅡ^ Ugh.... I was startled~~ They showed me the mirror after doing both sides, and without meaning to I blurted out~ "Gross, ㅡㅡ''" lol Then the doctor also went, ugh~ gross~ just one word. lol After the surgery, as the anesthesia slowly wore off~~ ughhh~~ I don't even know how to describe it~ it stings~ burns~ hurts~ As soon as I came home I ate and took medicine, so now I feel a bit better~ Will it hurt again tomorrow?? There was a lot of bleeding so now I have bruising around the eyes They put gauze and some tape over the surgery area so I can't see well and it's frustrating~ I can barely open my eyes~~ Do they usually put this stuff on? They said to keep it on until I come back on the third day to remove half the stitches~ until then I have to keep it on~ the bruising is really It looks ugly and blue..... like a sausage If I ice it well, the bruising should go away soon, right?? There is some dried blood on the line, and I think it has clotted~ will it hurt if I take it off?? I can only see the bottom part because the tape is covering the line too~~ Anyway!! those of you planning to have surgery, don't worry~~~ Don't worry too much about swelling~~~ If you just endure a little, you'll all become pretty~~~ Let's do our best!!^-^ And the anesthesia injection~~~ It is bearable~~^^ I am the type who really overreacts to pain~~ but I was able to endure it~ and it was bearable~~^^ Everyone~~ let's become prettier~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^^