The friends who came over were making such a fuss, saying I changed so much.. I feel a sadness I can’t quite explain... putting aside getting prettier, I feel sorrowful wondering why I was born looking so unattractive..ㅠㅠ I changed a lot after surgery, right? Shy shy~ It is upsetting because I expect people around me to whisper, like I’m someone who screams, “I had surgery!” But I’ve decided not to worry. They said 80% of the swelling will go down too, so I’m going to patiently wait 3 months.. I’ll upload photos from time to time. I want to be of even a little help. For my eyes, I had epicanthoplasty and full-incision double eyelid surgery, and for my nose, I shaved down the hump and used silicone plus cartilage from inside my nose. Was it septal cartilage? I did it that way, but they said the hump on the left was more developed, so they shaved more on the left and now the left side is more swollen. For my chin, I used silicone. My protruding mouth had always bothered me.. As expected, I think the side-profile effect of the chin is the best. My side line became prettier. I’m really satisfied with this. I hated my protruding mouth so much that I couldn’t take photos without smiling, so one of my complexes is gone.. Before surgery, I went to a ton of consultations.. In the end, I ended up following a friend who had surgery done well, subtly, and became prettier. (I want to become that way too^^) When I went and met the director, my mom is disabled and had a major surgery (shaving the hip bone..), and it went wrong once or twice at Paik Hospital, but then it went well at Eulji Hospital. But.. it turned out to be the hospital opened by the director who performed that surgery~ I was so shocked. I thought it was fate and decided right away.. But after surgery, it was truly the peak of suffering. These days, when people call celebrities artificial humans and upload before-and-after plastic surgery photos.. leaving malicious comments, I curse along at those people. Surgery is so hard.. To cut into the hearts of people who endured that pain is just too much~ ^.^ I didn’t really feel pain in my eyes or nose.. but the silicone for my retruded chin hurt so much that I couldn’t sleep, so I even posted in this community. (Although no one answeredㅜㅜ) Still, as time passes, it gets okay again. Humans are so fickle, so even when life is difficult, I think we keep living through it, and living through it. I haven’t lived long, but I’ve been through turbulent times, so I’m just rambling nonsense lol~ But I don’t think retruded-chin surgery is something to do lightly. Because it’s done through the gums, you can’t eat, and while properly experiencing starvation because I couldn’t eat, my temper became so awful that I was mean to my husband, who ground beef to make porridge for me and then strained it again.. I’m grateful and sorry.. He puts up with my nasty temper, and although he’s stubborn, after I kept singing about plastic surgery and rolling around begging, he let me do it, and even though he tried so hard to stop me, after I did it, he’s someone who works but still takes me to and from the hospital every day. I’m glad I got married lol I was moved by my husband’s efforts, so I’m giving him a little praise lol Everyone, change your thinking and try getting married early, it makes you feel supported^^ Before, I used to hear a lot that I looked blessed and round-faced.. I think it’ll change once the swelling goes down.. What do you think..??? Please tell me honestly~ Right now everything looks so obvious.. Will it get better? I ignored my embarrassment and revealed everything without Photoshop so it wouldn’t be frustrating lol Comments, you know, right? ^0^ My writing is a mess because I’m in such a scattered mental state, but I hope it helps even a little, and I wondered what my current state is like.. so I rambled on and wrote this. Everyone, become prettier!! Both body and mind~ ^^ Aja!!
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