I had nose surgery on the 27th haha

I originally wanted to post right after surgery, but I couldn’t level up.. sigh..ㅠㅠㅋㅋㅋ Honestly, I wasn’t more scared of the surgery process hurting so much as I was scared that I wouldn’t be able to get used to my own face and people would look at me sideways and say my old face was better......................................ㅠㅠ!!!! Anyway.. with all those mixed feelings, I went to the hospital!ㅋㅋ I originally wanted to do my eyes and nose together, but my doctor said the distance between my eyes is only 3.1~ which is below the average for most people ㅡㅡ;;;;; Anyway, so it’s not that there’s no problem doing the nose and eyes together, but if I wanted to fix them one by one properly and have good results, it would be better to do the nose first, let the swelling go down somewhat, and then do double eyelid surgery later~ So that’s what I decided!ㅋㅋ My nose is like this.. there really is no bridge.. I’m not confident about my side profile, and my mouth is a little protruded, so people who know will know~ Anyway.. since I really had almost no bridge at all.. and my eyes were also close together to begin with, he seemed really troubledㅠㅠ!ㅋㅋ The doctor prioritizes naturalness first.. and I also dislike my eyes looking close together, so even if he couldn’t raise the bridge that much.. I figured I’d just cover it up ㅠㅠ For now, I only raised the bridge a little; and with silicone, I think he lifted the middle part of my nose? so that when seen from the side, light would reflect and there’d be a line... and then he raised the tip of my nose..... Anyway, when I came out, my nostrils had gotten bigger too~ To be honest, I already knew my eye distance was narrow, so I don’t expect nose surgery to change everything drastically or anything like that~ I just wanted a slight touch-up so it would still look natural and be lower than before~ People can get greedy and keep getting revision surgery one or two times if they aren’t satisfied.. but I’m going to trust the doctor and be satisfied with one try whether it succeeds or failsㅋㅋㅋ Oh, I had it done in Incheon, and people around me also said it’s neat, natural, and not obvious.. that it’s good, and the staff are kind, the consultation is good, and the nurses are nice too!!!!!!! Aaaaa Anyway, it’s been 2 days since the surgery and when I went to the hospital they said, wow, you’re very swollen~ Since they harvested ear cartilage, I also have bruising on my ear...ㅡ ㅠ The doctor said they’d hold and massage my ear to release the bruising or said they’d squeeze it, I’m not sure, and they kept doing this kind of ear massage, which really hurtㅠㅠㅠㅠ It didn’t hurt at all during surgery, butㅠ Maybe I’m the type who swells easily and bruises easily. Sigh.. now my eyes are only half open and I can barely open them It’s suffocatingㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅋㅋ And I already had ptosis.. sigh........ㅋㅋ They said the swelling would start going down little by little from tomorrow.. I hope it goes down soonㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇㅇ I’m also having double eyelid surgery again in a few weeks.. I hope that turns out prettyㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ!! I really hope I never hear, “what a waste of money,” or “your old face was better,” when I go out.. sighㅋㅋㅋ Please all pray that the swelling goes down nicely ................................ I’m wearing something like a cast and it’s driving me crazy with discomfort.. I’m going back to the hospital tomorrow to check whether the implant is in place properly.... hahahahaha Right now I look like a monster, and even my mom doesn’t like sitting next to me, but for some reason I’m feeling oddly good ㅡㅡㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋhaha