I had revision surgery on my jaw and cheekbones yesterday.

I really thought I was going to die, but after sleeping for a day and waking up, I feel at least a little more alive. I have anemia, so waking up from anesthesia was really hard. It was so painful that even the nurses said they had never seen anyone struggle as much as I did.. Dizziness, nausea, and retching, the full three-piece set.. If someone told me, “I’ll pay you double the surgery cost, so do the surgery again,” I absolutely, absolutely would not do it!! Among those preparing for surgery, if you have anemia, take good care of your body and build up your strength before surgery. Otherwise, you’ll suffer like I did. Right now I look like the “fan lady.” -_- I keep thinking, where else could it possibly swell from here.. but it seems like it’s throbbing and swelling a little more bit by bit. It’ll only swell until tomorrow and then start going down after that, right? I don’t remember what it was like when I had cheekbone surgery before..;; My memory of the recovery period and swelling is hazy, so I’m just as nervous and anxious as someone having surgery for the first time. Before, I had cheekbone surgery through an intraoral incision, and it had no effect at all, so this time I had revision surgery through a scalp incision. As for the surgical result, it’s still too swollen to see, but I vaguely remember that when I touched it after this surgery, the cheekbone felt tucked in. I hope it turned out well, like that first impression.. sigh Ah.. I usually can’t wear things like turtlenecks.. I can’t really wear hats either.. because they feel too stuffy... If my neck or head is covered, I get motion-sick.. that kind of constitution..;; They wrapped bandages tightly around my head, so I can’t hear well, and something around my neck feels in the way, so it’s extremely suffocating.. Ah.. they said absolutely not to remove the bandage for a week.. There is almost no pain after surgery. But waking up from general anesthesia and this suffocating feeling make me so nauseous and dizzy I could die.. sob sob sob..