Day 5 after paranasal augmentation~

It’s day 5 since I had paranasal augmentation with silicone~ Starting from the second day, I began swelling up badly, and on the third day my eyes looked sunken, my nostrils widened, I got an upturned pig-like nose, my cheeks felt like they would burst, and my jaw became square. It was the absolute peak Now it’s day 5.. a lot of the major swelling has gone down But the nose that lifted up like a pig nose still hasn’t come down, and my philtrum has become so long My upper lip seems to have curled inward and become thinner too On top of that, the hollow beside my nose has improved, but along the nasolabial folds it feels like something is indented I’m going crazy worrying that I might not go back to how I originally looked I thought only the sunken areas beside my nose would be improved.. I never even thought about my nose shape or philtrum Because I have protruding mouth, I kept agonizing over whether or not to get paranasal augmentation, and it was a difficult decision... My mouth actually looks a little more set back, but the upturned nose and philtrum length are driving me crazy lol I couldn’t imagine what it meant when people said paranasal augmentation could make you look monkey-like But my current appearance is showing me Because of my nose and philtrum length, I really look monkey-like My nose was originally a bit short~ After surgery, it looks clearly upturned Instead, my nose does feel a bit higher, but because I don’t have a nasal bridge, the nose looking higher makes it even weirder The doctor says it will get better once the swelling goes down, but I’m so worried I could die, sob sob Feeling depressed, I looked through my pre-op photos.. and the face I used to hate for being so ugly somehow even looked pretty to me When I had a blank expression, my nasolabial folds were severe and made me look ugly, but at least when I smiled brightly, I looked somewhat okay A lot of people say their smile looks awkward after paranasal augmentation too... Ah, what should I do? It hasn’t even been a full week yet, but anxiety is overwhelming me I thought if I removed the silicone, my face would immediately go back to mine, but after reading reviews here and there, people say it takes a long time to return to your own face, and that because of scar tissue? or something, it might not return Ah, just one paranasal augmentation surgery is really ruining me First of all, it hasn’t been long since I had it done, so I’m planning to watch it a bit longer, but if I remove the silicone, when would be the best time? Those who had silicone and then removed it, please give me some advice~ Advice from people who had successful paranasal augmentation is good too Maybe because I’m only staying home on the computer, I feel so depressed, so I’m just rambling on I have an ugly face, so I used to think I had to fix it no matter what.. I used to think that whatever surgery I got, it couldn’t possibly be worse than my previous face, but from now on I think I need to be more cautious about surgery Pretty people, don’t get too greedy either I should have slowly saved up and gone for protruding-mouth surgery instead~ Paranasal augmentation was just a temporary measure, sigh Anyway, everyone who has had paranasal augmentation, please give me advice! What should I do lol