2 weeks after major work.. I can only sigh.

My face wasn’t severely angular and my cheekbones didn’t protrude, but it was on the large side. I hated that so much, so after worrying and worrying, I finally made up my mind and had surgery this time. When I went to the hospital, the doctor recommended cheekbones, square jaw, lower chin, and paranasal augmentation. (A close younger friend told me the facial line comes out better if you do what the doctor recommends, so even though it exceeded my expected budget, I just did it.) My parents were very against me having surgery, so I paid with my own money, neatly in cash. There wasn’t much difference between paying by card and cash. I researched here and there as much as I could and did it because I felt sure it would be okay, but the doctor and nurses weren’t very kind. I just let it go, thinking maybe it was because they were skilled. Anyway, it has now been 2 weeks, but I still have no sensation in my face and it feels like someone else’s skin. The important thing is that the hospital said it was quick facial contouring, so the swelling would go down in 2 weeks, but maybe it’s because the swelling hasn’t fully gone down yet, but my jaw looks more protruded than my cheekbones. Also, after the paranasal augmentation, my nasolabial folds look worse, and on the right side the swelling remains as it was, making it look like there’s candy inside next to my nose. My face is completely uneven. Of course, the left side is swollen too. Overall, my jaw looks more protruded than my cheekbones, and my cheek fat looks like it has sagged all the way to beside my nose. I’m barely comforting myself by thinking, “The swelling probably just hasn’t gone down yet,” and trying to endure it, but it’s really painful. My mouth still doesn’t open well, so I still can’t even dream of eating things like ssam. When I asked the hospital, they briefly answered that it was because the swelling hadn’t gone down and didn’t properly explain anything. Even if there’s nothing I can do about the other things, I really want to remove the paranasal augmentation. I really want to cry. Honestly, I made the choice, but my first thought is regret that I shouldn’t have done it. I’m thinking of calling on Monday to ask them to at least remove the paranasal implants, but if I remove them, can I go back to my own face? It’s only been a little over 2 weeks.. I’m so worried. If anyone has had an experience like mine, please leave a reply.