All I want is to have it removed

I had surgery with Gore-Tex and had posted photos too, but I didn’t know 5 mm would be this obvious. Especially only the glabella!!!!!!! People all notice that I raised my nose. Most of them ask if I only raised the glabella,,,,--;;; That’s how little they considered balance with my face, and raised only the glabella area excessively. If it were a man’s nose, you could say it was nicely raised, but before surgery, I didn’t have an urban, beautiful face; I had a cute, pretty, youthful face.... These days people do surgery considering the face and matching the image, but I look completely transgender,,, My boyfriend hasn’t said I’m pretty even once since the surgery.... I’m really stressed... If they were going to make me need revision surgery, why were they so confident putting in Gore-Tex? Honestly, I’m so angry,,,, When I went to the doctor saying my glabella was high, he said it would get better and that this level wasn’t high.. Yes... it isn’t high if you only look at the nose, because it’s not a high nose. But considering my forehead, mouth, chin, and eyes, it’s really high..... The current trend is natural without looking like cosmetic surgery... but this is too artificial. I don’t feel attached to my face. I just miss how I looked before,,,,,, It has been 1 month since surgery. Is revision surgery possible after 3 months? Since it’s Gore-Tex, does it integrate with the tissue, so it’s better to remove it quickly... Or whether it’s after 1 month or 3 months, would removal surgery come out better if done on a nose that has passed the recovery period? I want to know...... It hurt so much during surgery that I never wanted to do it again,,, and now I’m posting this kind of concern,,,,,,, Why did I have surgery? I feel so stupid,,, I didn’t even have an ugly face,,,,,,