Finally had surgery yesterday. A review I worked pretty hard to write -_-v

My surgery was originally at two, but the previous surgery ended late, so it started around 3. When I went in and lay down on the bed, I felt exactly that excitement(?) of lying down at the dentist. Of course, I’d been thinking for a long time that I should get rhinoplasty, but I really just somehow ended up setting a date and choosing a clinic, so even the day before it didn’t feel real. Even after I arrived at the clinic that day, while I was waiting I was walking around the clinic humming, but once I actually lay down on the operating table, I got so nervous.. The nurse put the injection in my left arm twice and said my veins were thin..-_- that it wouldn’t go in.. In the end, only after I got the third injection in my right arm did the nurse say, “From now on, when you get injections, ask them to do it in your right arm. We can’t catch a vein in your left arm.” Ah.. I felt awful from the very start and felt like a lab rat. The doctor came in and disinfected my face and nose, and wow.. with something like a cotton swab, he dug around inside my nose mercilessly, and when he was doing inside the nose, groans just came out on their own.. sob. It felt like it went on for so long... maybe that was just how I felt.. Then suddenly the light got huge and blurry, and I entered a fourth-dimensional world. I was flying around at the speed of light in a world of primary colors..+_+ I wanted to stay asleep under sedation the whole time, but since you can’t accidentally move your face while sleeping, they had me awake during the actual surgery. They said the sedation is done because anesthetizing the nose hurts. So in the end I was completely awake throughout the surgery..-_- Ah.. I thought I was going crazy the whole surgery. I couldn’t breathe through my nose, so I kept breathing through my mouth, but aside from the discomfort.. the sounds and sensations were just.. The doctor said, “Hook it,” “Lift it,” sob.. y.y I kept feeling like my nostrils were being lifted with something like a hook.. I think there was a burning smell too.. I felt scraping too.. I could hear the TV and songs. Even in that moment, with a familiar commercial, I was singing along inside my head.. Ah, it was a new world I never want to experience again. Especially when they suture with thread, you can feel the thread passing through the flesh. People said they closed and opened their eyes and the surgery was all over, and that it didn’t hurt at all, so I thought that was true, but no way.. throughout the surgery it hurt little by little.. and the feeling was awful.. Of course, it was bearable, but if you asked me to do it again, well..-_- They say the ignorant are brave, and I only did it because I didn’t know. If I’d known it was like this, I would have seriously thought about it.. In the middle, they said they needed to carve the silicone and asked to take a 5-minute break.. When they were suturing, since it hurts, it seemed like they did sedation one more time. In the second fourth-dimensional world, I just kept going down..-_- It felt like I was on a roller coaster that only kept going down.. The whole surgery was so incredibly boring.. I kept thinking, when will it end, when will it end.. while getting the surgery.. After the surgery was over, you know that face band or strap they had fixed on my face. When they took it off, I thought all my hair was being ripped out..-_- After it ended, they let me rest briefly on the operating table and then moved me to the recovery room. After surgery, on the way home, it was traffic time, so I couldn’t take a taxi and took a bus, and wow... Never take the bus after surgery.. I got so nauseous that I just got off midway in a daze. When I got off, I was completely dizzy and collapsed right there..Y.Y In the end I took a taxi home. Sob.. They packed cotton in my nose, so I can’t breathe through my nose and have to breathe through my mouth, and my mouth gets totally dry. When I read reviews, I just skimmed over that part, but I completely relate now.. it’s really painful. My tongue dries out and tastes bitter..Y.Y Until now, looking at celebrities who became pretty after cosmetic surgery, I made jealous criticisms, but after having surgery myself, those women are truly great... I’m going to respect them from now on..y.y I realized that no one has the right to criticize someone for getting cosmetic surgery. Those women who became pretty after going through bone-cutting pain.. who dares laugh at them as plastic beauties!!-ㅁ-!!! Bang bang!! People who had their jaws shaved deserve to be treated like goddesses.. hehe.. I woke up and am writing this review right away. Other people’s reviews helped me a lot, and I hope mine helps others who read it. I said I wouldn’t be able to do it again if asked, but after just one day, I’m fine. For me, the surgery itself hurt more, and once it was over, I didn’t even have throbbing pain and it doesn’t hurt at all. It’s doable.-_-(getting cocky..) If you really long for it. But if you’re thinking, everyone else does it, so should I try too? absolutely don’t do it. Even though I wanted it that badly, I felt depressed after doing it. It’s only been one day though.. My younger sibling saw the bruising around my eyes and said, “Whoa, sis, I thought you got dark circles because you were so exhausted.” -_- Do these deep bluish bruises look like dark circles to you... I’ll get prettier, right? Because of the law that the original face doesn’t change, I won’t become a super beauty, but I think I’ll look much better than now. Ah, they told me to come in for disinfection, but it’s a bit far, so I don’t want to go.-_- Everyone, become prettier!!! hoho~!!